last night i was reading in Ephesians 6:12,13 where it talks about fighting wars not against flesh and blood but in a spiritual sense. i know that each day is a battle against the enemy and each day i feel like God is allowing me to recognize the enemy. but honestly, these past few weeks it has really been hard to fight. so last night i was so comforted when i ready verse 13 where it says "therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand." stand. i think i can do that. i don't know that i have the strength to fight right now but i think i can stand. i am blessed to have amazing friends and an amazing husband that sometimes they are the only thing holding me up. God really is that good. i would never want to walk this road without them. i'm thankful that my God is big enough to handle all my emotions, frustrations, anxiousness and tears. he's still there holding me even tighter.
so there is my heart for the world to read. God is good. I know he is good.